visual threw a tragedy

so a day to remember my summers so far has been filled wf. boredum and mourning . a close friend to the family has just recently passed tha other day and the way it happened was mind boggeling a happy day at tha beach wf friends and family turned tragic. i was looking forward to getting a job this summer and going back to my recent high school but life changes so fast almost instentaniously. the tragedy ive been threw has opened my eyes . i have been drawn closer to some of my friends and farther apart from others i have been able to cry and been able to smile at the same time . wf the on going stress i have two friends to talk to when i feel thaa stress is over bearing . and ontop of that this whole teenage love thing just isnt working for me love is a complicated but yet joyful emotion but its up to who the universe choses you to fall in love with. sometimes you can love someone but the best thing to do is just to let go and if they come back it makes the relationship much stronger my love for someone is ever lasting even if it changes into just loving a person and not being in love but in my situation the person will always have both from me. i am getting threw this tragic situation one step at a time and with my two friends i will survive LOL.